My friends

I was always a shy girl that does not allowed anyone to look into  my eyes or tell me what am to do.  I was always bent on making rules and expect people to abide by the rules.  I didn't have a lot of friends  because I didn't know how to retain them and that made me kind of naive and weird.  I always believed that I didn't need any friend (s)  that I can stay on my own. And this at times made me to be self centered.  But my rules were broken when I changed my location I. E.  When I entered the university.  I met so many people,  some my age,  some my senior,  some my juniors.  Some of them were normal,  some were lazy,  some hardworking,  some crazy,  some good,  some bad,  some self centered,  some annoying,  some greedy,  some selfish,  selfless etc but the bottom line is that all of them deserves to be known and I guess it was my fate to meet some of them.  Some of them I had as just friends,   some very close friends,  some best friends. My first year was first boring because I didn't know anyone,  my life was shell like until I met my first friends,  some of those friends were normal,  some were bosy while some were nice but in conclusion I got to like there company a lot.  We went to class,  from there to the hostel,  then probably to  the field to watch or play football. Then I was the female football keeper. At some point my room  became boring because of my shyness and inability to join in important conversation and gists; this was because each time I join in a conversation people laugh a lot that I became afraid to join them again.  I felt that my inputs weren't relevant or that they are not related to the topic and this made me weird. After some weeks of going to that school I got used to it. After a year some of those friends left me for good and I made new ones to the ones I had,  after each year some leave and new beautiful ones comes into my life to redeem me from my too much rules and boredom.  At last  I made many  beautiful,  awesome,  and marvelous friends,.  I made even more than I expected that as of now I still sometimes doubt myself a lot,  and sometimes I become afraid that all this my joy might actually turn out to be a dream.  I am so happy that even if this my happiness is a dream I am pretty sure that I never want to wake up from the dream. These friends made me to realize that I lived a boring life in a boring world,  they made to realize that friends are great,  that your story starts with you knowing new people and new people knowing you.  They made me want to never stop making friends.  They make my life beautiful and complete and I want to say I love you all to those friends and I wish them success in all they do.