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I am a dreamer. One that felt like my dream can only come to pass if I change my environment. I felt like there is nothing good that will come out of me if I should keep on staying in my vicity and so I decided to leave. I wanted to leave to a place where everything was green, a place where I didn't have to dress myself much before I can reach my dream. I wanted an easy life not knowing that nothing was easy. In the quest of location easy I was dubbed and swindled by carlous humans. Those that made me believe that they have easy ticket to my success. Those that made me believe that 1 + 1 isn't two, rather it was 4. As foolish and desperate as I was I bought there lies and made foolish out of myself. I wanted to leave because i have felt the air of my hometown deeply and I have perceived/ inhaled the love and hates of the people around. I felt pain and regrets for the decision i made. I was sad that i lost myself. My family came through, my friends came through to bring back me but i didnt want to come back. I was ashamed of myself for loosing everything i had to swindlers and that pained me. I didnt invest, i didnt develop myself but i lost all. It was then that it came to me that all is not lost since i still have me, i can still start over if i can make good plans. I found out that I can stay close by and still achieve my dreams and more. Maybe the loss came for a huge reason, maybe my destiny wasn't in that far away place, maybe I am meant to choose love over my expensive demand and dream, I thought. After all the love of my beloved is too strong that my mere desire couldn't for any reason conquer it.
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