Thoughts of a beautifician

She told me that I was looking so unlike me, and that I have changed a lot in appearance. Hearing that hurt me to the extend that I felt insecure for days. I went to seek for a product that can being back my true appearance; it was then that I found a savon that is 100% deep cleansing. At that particular time I was inpatient and my self esteem dropped dropped to rock bottom. I was scared and ashamed that other people might see me like that, and I was more scare of being castigated. I was scared of being seen as some cheap fellow who knew nothing other than her weird thoughts and believes. I wanted to remain among those that will do everything to be known. That desired nearly ate up my soul that I may not have come around again. I tried so many products and searched on net how many ways to cleans and purify my appearance, not. Minding if I am feet to be like that.  I felt so incomplete  taking the look that I had. At some point the thought of that ridiculed me to greater length. I found out that I am a different person from whom I wanted to bring out
Maybe impersonating the unknown is not worth it, i thought finally when I was knocked down by my conscience and guilt. No matter what product I used, non was covering my flaws and mistake, so I thought it was wise to change the ending of my story. Probably it can end with a happily ever or our ending.
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